If you read my last post, you know that I tried out provocations last week with great success. With a gentle nudge from a colleague, I realized that this was actually not the first time I had tried out provocations (is a provocation by any other name still a provocation?) so, with a little reflection, I've come up with a few tips and tricks to make provocations go well in your classroom.
Provocations do not need to be complicated or grand. They are not "the big show". They are the nudge that sets your students on the path to wondering, thinking, learning. They are as simple as a great book, an interesting picture, an object out of place, a piece of art, a stick brought in from outside. Anything that sparks your students in to wondering, discussing or acting is a provocation.
Keep it simple.
If you've been cruising Pinterest or Instagram you've seen provocations that are, well, Pinterest-worthy. If you're in to spending several weekends sourcing items and creating elaborate scenes, by all means, be my guest. Want to know a secret though? The prettiest table was the last one my students were drawn to and they actually spent very little time there. I think they instinctively shied away from it because they didn't want to wreck it; they wanted to get messy and creative and that wasn't the place to do it. Keep your tables accessible and kid-friendly and save yourself some time in the process.
One of the greatest things about provocations are what you hear from the kids. The wonder, the awe, the questions, the aha moments - those are what you really want to capture. On your own, this is incredibly difficult. Even with an iPad or phone to record the action, you will have trouble getting to everyone. So enlist some help. Another teacher, your principal, support staff, parents; whomever you can find to help you record what the students are thinking as they experience the provocations. Not only is it fascinating to see what they think, these thoughts will guide your planning for the rest of the unit or allow you to see what your students have learned.
Be open to the experience.
I am pretty open to mess, noise and chaos in my classroom. Many teachers are not. During the provocations I sometimes found it difficult to check my instincts and allow things to continue despite the mess and chaos. Shaving cream and food colouring on the couch? Sure. In your hair? Why not? Dripping across the floor from one end of the classroom to the other? Ummmm....Often it didn't feel like my students were headed in the learning direction I had intended (or any learning direction at all for that matter) but their direction is the the direction that really matters when it comes to provocations. You plan the provocation but you don't get to decide where they take it. If you feel like kiboshing something, step back, wait for a moment and decide if you really need to step in or if you're just trying to control the situation.
Resist the urge to control.
Directly related to the last tip, resist the urge to control. As teachers we spend a lot of time controlling people and situations; this is not the place for that. Let things flow the way that they flow. It might not go the way that you think it will go but you can still learn a lot from it. Appreciate the learning for what it is, not what you wanted it to be.
Check your language.
Language is so very powerful; unintentionally, we can use it to control and guide a situation. A great idea is to ask questions instead of commenting on what is going on; "Tell me about what you're doing/what you see here", "What are you wondering about that?", "Are you curious about anything at this table?", "What made you try that?", "What are you going to do next?"
Start small, grow big.
I was lucky; I had lots of support in the form of people and already created provocation tables. If you don't find yourself in this auspicious situation, consider introducing provocations a little at a time. Start with a book, add in a picture (consider trying this technique from Making Thinking Visible), then move to one table in the back of your room. Allow kids to explore and move through each experience, loop back to one that worked well, then try the next one on for size. When you`re ready, go big (with help, see above).
In the end, the most important thing to remember is that provocations are designed to elicit a response from your students; you can structure the provocation to guide their thinking but you cannot control where they take it. There is beauty in that. There is freedom in that. There is so much to be learned and explored by following your students where they lead. Provocations are a reciprocal learning opportunity between teacher and student; be open to the opportunities and you and your students will reap the rewards.
If you are trying to figure out where to go after introducing a provocation to your classroom, consider having your students record their wonders. This will make their thinking visible to you and allow you to figure out which way to go next. To help you out, I created this simple freebie for them to record their learning on. Click on the picture to download (also available in French - click on the pic and then follow the link in the description).
Good luck, be patient, have fun and enjoy! Let me know how it goes...
It is no secret that I love collaborative teaching and learning (it's in my bio, over there ---->) and this week was one of so much fantastic collaboration with some pretty incredible people. I am incredibly lucky to have such amazing people around me.
What, you ask, was all of this fantastic collaboration about? Provocations. Water provocations, specifically. And man oh man were they amazing! Seeing my class exploring, experimenting, wondering and learning in a self-directed way was inspiring, to say the least.
This all started because I wanted to break out of the literacy centres, math centres mold and really try teaching in a much more holistic way. It's something I have been struggling with in Grade 2 and Grade 2 French Immersion specifically and will continue to struggle with for awhile, I'm sure - how to teach fundamental concepts like learning to read, write and do basic math without relegating social studies and science to cute little experiments and projects that are completely out of context. And before you give the standard "well, you just weave reading and writing and math in to your social studies unit" - which seems to be the pat answer from people who are either a) not primary teachers or b) not in the classroom day-to-day (and I freely admit that this has been me so no offense intended) - please take a moment to consider the resources necessary to do this effectively (lots of leveled readers on topic, in French, in my case; thoughtful, well-planned math assignments that are more than just decorated with pictures that fit the theme; mentor texts that lead to fantastic writing that fits the theme, and so on and so forth. And time. So much time.). Doable? Absolutely. Alone? Not without losing your mind. The amount of time, brain power and resources it takes to create a unit of study that effectively melds curriculum with student-interest and dynamic teaching is crazy high. Definitely worth the effort in the end, though.
Anyways. As they sometimes do, the stars aligned to allow me to bring together a group of incredibly knowledgeable educators who were willing to help me plan a unit that aligns with multiple areas of the curriculum, is responsive to my students' needs and interests and allows multiple subjects to be woven together in to some really rich learning opportunities.
Provocations are a Reggio-Emilia approach that are most easily conceptualized as anything that stimulates a child to wonder about, act upon or otherwise engage with a topic. While these often take the form of provocation tables, they can be as simple as books, photos, items from nature, a single object or an event that grabs a child's interest. So, in all likelihood, you are probably already using provocations in your day-to-day teaching practice and you just don't know it. Go you!
By the definition above, my unit is filled with provocations (go me!) but we specifically brought in some provocation tables to stimulate wonders (aka questions) that would guide the direction of the rest of the unit. Lucky for me, water provocations are apparently a hot topic this year (who knew I was so on trend?) so our district Instructional Leadership Team had a number of provocation tables prepared; I added a couple of my own that I thought would respond to the needs of my class and we were off.
So much excitement. So much curiousity. So much wonder. Although we cut them off after 45mins to allow another class to check the provocations out I think my kiddos could have kept going for at least an hour. They thrive on this stuff. I'm stoked to see where this takes us!
As usually seems to be the case with me and blogging, I only get around to writing when the universe conspires to remind me, with a degree of a repetitiveness that I just can't ignore, that something is important enough to blog about. Psst...People are wondering about this, Bryn - look, over here! And here! And there! Riiiiggghhhttt. Got it. Clearly, I am a little slow on the uptake. Anyways. This time, it's apps.
I When it comes to technology, I am a bit of an oxymoron; I am hugely passionate about its (informed) use in schools yet I fiercely limit my own children's access to it. In large part this is because my time with my children is limited and I want to spend that time interacting with them, not having them ignore me while they stare at a screen. I want to read them great books, draw pictures, do crafts, bake and play board games with them; I want to build connection and memories in the small amount of time I have between getting home from work and bedtime every night. Not that I needed validation for choosing this approach but I smiled when an article entitled "Steve Jobs Was a Low-Tech Parent" crossed my path; apparently the guru himself and I are on the same wave-length.
However, I freely acknowledge that there are many times when technology just makes life easier (like, you know, nightly, when I'm making dinner and answering 400 questions and helping create some fantastical beast out of toilet paper rolls and wishing that I could just.let.go. a little bit and turn the damn tv on and therefore make dinner in peace). In those times, I want to be able to turn to high-quality apps that do more than just entertain my child (once an educator, always an educator. Sorry, kiddos). But in a sea of 40,000 apps in the iTunes Education category alone, how does one even begin to choose? Well, I've been fortunate enough to stumble across some really great ones, have a few recommended to me and found a few on great sites such as Common Sense Media. I share my favourites with you here - on my page aptly titled Great Apps & Websites.
A disclaimer, of sorts, before you click that link - I am very picky about the apps that I share. As mentioned before, there are tens of thousands of apps out there; I list 14. Why? Because a) there is a huge difference between a high-quality learning app and a game that has had the education tag slapped on it for effect, b) with few exceptions, apps are generally about practice rather than learning. Or playing, with a little bit of practice sandwiched in there somewhere. I have tried to find the apps that will truly help your child learn something new, whether they know it or not, and c) if I wouldn't choose it for my own kiddos, I'm not going to recommend it to you.
I have also chosen apps that are as general as possible in their scope (if your child is obsessed with space, there are some pretty wicked space apps out there but I did not mention them here) and promote the development of broad thinking skills as much as they promote skill-specific practice.
Your time is limited. Searching through the app store only to come up with mediocre apps is frustrating and not in your child's best interests. Hopefully my list helps you find a few apps that will inspire your kids to think and wonder and learn and maybe will even connect you with some other great gems along the way. Please share them with me if you find them!
I've been experimenting with flexible seating this year. And by experimenting I mean that I gave away all my desks in favour of 5 tables, 3 couches, 10 hokki stools, 25 carpet squares, 1 standing table and a few stand alone desks. I've learned a lot over the course of the first four months of the school year (see here and here for more about that) and am ready to make some changes.
You see, my current model of flexible seating has not really worked for this particular group of kiddos. It hasn't really worked for me either. They are a very social group who are still choosing to sit with friends rather than people who will help them learn. I find it very challenging to be as rigid as you need to be about the rules and am coming home exhausted from constantly regulating student behaviour. Perhaps we didn't model and practice these things enough early in the year. Perhaps my unwavering expectations wavered too often. Who knows. What I do know is that we are ready for a change.
Setting up for change
As a class, we had a discussion about how they felt about the seating arrangement. At the beginning of the year there was a lot of disappointment about not having desks; I thought that had faded by now, but no. About half of the students still want desks - some because they want to learn on their own, away from a group, some because they would like some personal space to store their belongings. A few spoke up about wanting assigned seats so that they were not responsible for constantly choosing where they sat (these were mainly the ones who struggle to make good choices) and most wanted to know where they were going every day. They want their own space. They want to lessen the anxiety and the conflict in the classroom. I can totally get on board with that.
Choosing limited choice.
I value the idea of allowing students choice in their learning. I believe that it empowers them to be self-aware and more active in their learning. However, I do think there is such a thing as too much choice, especially for the little guys. We had too much choice going on and it was leading to problems. So, how to have choice but not too much choice? Here's what I decided to do. Each student wrote on a piece of paper whether they would prefer to work in a group, a partnership or solo. They then wrote 1 person they learn well with, 1 person they do not learn well with and 1 friend. They know that they will have the opportunity to do this every 3 weeks and that I will do my best to accomodate their requests. Once they are set up at their new "home" there will be many times throughout the day when they can choose to work on the floor, at the standing table or on the couches. In this way, they have the comfort and security of a home base but do not have to sit and work at a table all day every day. They also do not have to choose a new spot all the time if they don't want to. Hopefully, this will bring down the anxiety and conflict in the room yet still allow my kiddos to be the best learners they can be.
Over the holidays I have brought in the few extra desks I could find around the school to accomodate those that want to work solo. Hopefully in the new year we will be able to scrounge more desks for those that want them. For now, we will have to make do with knowing that we have our own place within the classroom that we can always come back to and that we are responsible for maintaining.
Check back later to see how we do!
Update - apparently desks are on their way! We will have 18 desks and 2 tables (1 large, 1 small) for the kids to work at. I'm so excited for this next phase!
If you read my last post you know that flexible seating has not exactly gone off without a hitch in my classroom. It has been a learning experience in so many ways. While I still love the idea of students being able to choose where they work throughout the day, I also value the idea of being a responsive teacher. Really, really value it. So in light of some recent feedback from parents and students, as well as an awareness of the behaviours in my classroom and knowledge of my own personality (whew, that sounds like a lot of things to think about all at once!), I am moving away from the model of flexible seating that I have been using up until now. Why, you ask? Read on to learn more...
We need a home base.
Imagine showing up to work every day and knowing that you were going to have to pick your seat several times throughout the day. No office, no desk of your own, no corner that belonged just to you. Imagine that every time you got up to go get a drink or sharpen a pencil someone snagged your chair because they didn't realize anyone was sitting there. Imagine not having a place to put the things that you brought with you to make you feel comfortable. Doesn't sound like much fun, does it? In fact, for many adults this situation would produce a fair bit of anxiety. And yet, this is what flexible seating does to kids.
Over these first few months of the school year, I have seen a rise in the anxiety level of some of my more sensitive kids. I have seen more conflicts arising with those that lack self-control. In general, the feel in my room is not the feel that I was hoping for at all. Kids crave structure and knowing where they are starting and ending each day helps to instill this structure.
There is way too much movement throughout the day.
In the primary grades we change activities frequently, which means we change tools frequently. In the model of flexible seating that I currently have, our tools are not at our fingertips. Our book boxes are stored in one area of the classroom, our notebooks in another. In order to change activities we have to completely tidy up from one, move around to put things away and then move around to proceed to get out the new items. Movement is good to break up the day but this kind of movement is not what we need. My class is very social and getting up to put things away means 23 opportunities to stop and chat along the way which equals a lot of wasted time. I tried timing them and that helps but it still doesn't solve the problem. I have designated students to hand out materials but 2 kids handing papers out to an entire class is way too time consuming for me. Having materials at our fingertips (in our desks) will make it easier to eliminate a lot of wasted time.
There is a lack of ownership of space and place.
One of the things that I really want to instill in my class is a sense of shared ownership and responsibility for our materials and classroom. What I have found with this particular groups of kiddos is that there are a few who will happily clean up after the majority and a majority who will happily let that happen while they chat away. Unfortunately, this does little to instill a sense of shared ownership and more directly results in kids believing that they can drop pencils on the floor, leave garbage lying around and not tidy up their work space because someone else will always clean it up for them. So. Frustrating. I have tried making them stay at their workspaces until all is tidied up but again, 3 group members stand around and watch while one group member tidies. I have played ``magic spot`` many times and, hey, it works, but, honestly, bribing kids with a small prize in order to tidy up really doesn`t sit well with me (at least not on a regular basis. I don`t object to it as a once in awhile thing after a big art project, let`s say). No, I want to be able to say ``Joe, please tidy up your space`` and know that it is probably Joe who made the mess. I also think it will be easier to support students who struggle with being messy as I will be able to give them a concrete space to monitor and clean as necessary.
I dislike being a nag...and they dislike it too.
Of all that I have read about flexible seating, the key seems to be an unwavering commitment to moving students the minute they lose focus on the task at hand and begin talking to their neighbours. In my very social class, this has become a never-ending nag fest. They don't like it and neither do I (it's exhausting!). One of my boys actually said to me "Madame, can't you just assign us seats?!" He is aware of the fact that he regularly makes the choice to sit with friends but can't seem to help himself in the moment. He knows that no matter how many times I remind him and move him, he's just not at the point where he is able to make choices based on his learning needs rather than his social ones and he's sick of hearing his name 4000 times a day. And he's asking for help. Yes! That's awesome. As a responsive teacher, I want to meet his needs and help him be the best learner he can be. Ball's in my court.
Lack of flexibility.
While this might seem odd - flexible seating causing a lack of flexibility? - I do find that having only tables, a few desks and couches is very limiting for this group of kiddos. For the most part, they don't like to stand, so the standing table very rarely gets used (except during art, they love it then) and they don't really like to work on the floor, so mainly they choose to sit at the tables or on the couches. Here's where the lack of flexibility comes in - if you're a kiddo who prefers to work alone and at a table, I don't have a lot of options for you (I have 3 solo/partner options). If I had desks, we could easily change our classroom setup from groups to partners to solo and back again; with tables, I have no flexibility. When we discussed our seating arrangements as a class, about half of the class said they would prefer desks. Unfortunately, storage is limited at our school and all of the desks have been hauled away so we will have to wait and see if we can get some back.
In the end, what I've realized is that I believe in the power of student choice when it comes to empowering them in their learning. I believe that being responsive to student need is one of my utmost priorities as a teacher and I need to make sure that I have the tools accessible to do that. The model of flexible seating that I have chosen does not work for this particular group of students and so I'm abandoning it, for now. Who knows what next year's group will be like?
Want to know what I plan to do instead? Check out my next post in this series, here. Missed the first post? Check it out here.
Heading in to this school year, I whole-heartedly embraced flexible (or self-selected, whichever you choose to call it) seating. To me it sounded like such a great way to meet the needs of so many learners, provide a cozy, communal feel to the room and allow students to build their self-awareness. Win, win, win.
So, I diligently did my research, reading blog post after blog post. I learned about all the different options for seating and storage and flow. I set my classroom up with all of these things in mind.
And then the students came.
Aaaannnnd I learned a few things, which I share with you here. I still love flexible seating, I just know now that it is not all rainbows and unicorns, especially with 7 year olds (let's be honest, 7 year olds are rainbows and unicorns most of the time, which kind of makes life around them...not. Rainbows and unicorns make a lot of mess, people. Lovely, wonderful mess, but mess nonetheless).
5. Figure out your storage plan. And then add more.
My initial storage plan involved communal everything - pencils, erasers, scissors, duotangs - everything went into group boxes. The only non-communal storage items were personal book bins for reading times. It sounded great - I labeled every pencil bin and every table...easy peasy. I assigned students the job of handing out duotangs and papers. We were good to go. And then the questions started - "Where can I keep my pencil case?", "What about my glasses? I don't want to carry them all day!", "Who's this kid? (shows me a duotang)...and what about this one? And this one?" Oh my word.
I quickly realized 3 things - 1) they must have some personal space to store things, 2) an exciting part of Gr. 2 is having your own space. When you don't, you don't feel as grown up. And 3) constantly passing out an entire class's worth of duotangs means a lot of sitting around for 22 other kids.
Now, we got over #2 pretty quickly and are trucking along just fine feeling all grown up. After all, being allowed to work on couches with your friends* feels pretty grown up.
*we'll talk more about this later. For now, suffice it to say that this is huge management piece in and of itself.
#1 is still a pain in the butt. Our book bins are too large to be brought with us to the tables every time, not to mention the amount of time taking them out and putting them away 15 times a day would take us. I purchased a cardboard mailbox thingy but the slot isn't big enough for things like glasses cases. And it would appear that when messy rainbows and unicorns pull one thing out of their mailbox, everything else comes with it. Straight to the floor with a big plop. Which some of the rainbows and most of the unicorns forget to clean up. Sigh.
Since the purpose of this post is to allow you to learn from my, ahem, challenges, let me suggest that you a) make sure every child has a reasonably sized personal storage space that can contain glasses cases, a pencil box (if you choose not to use communal supplies) and several duotangs, notebooks, etc. I personally would have a separate book bin, as you will end up with notebooks and duotangs getting buried in books or strewn about the classroom during reading times. See point above about the neatness of rainbows and unicorns. Which leads me to my next point...
4. Really, seriously consider the flow of your room.
I am blessed with a decent size space, thank goodness, but unfortunately I have only 1 wall without a door, sink or board on it, which means that my storage options are limited. I also have a completely useless shelving unit that is about 4 inches deep taking up a good chunk of real estate on one of my walls. I say this not to complain but to point out that storage space is essential for a flexible seating classroom. You must be able to quickly and efficiently get supplies out and put them away; and when I say you, I really mean 24 little darlings. I am not the first person to realize this...see this blog post from Minds in Bloom and this one from Lives of Learning for more ideas.
Ideally, store about 5 students' supplies (book bin, pencil case, duotangs, etc) in one area. More than this and you spend a lot of your day managing the flow of people so that unicorns don't trample rainbows in their quest to get to work. Have separate areas of the class for each group of 5 so that they are not tripping over one another to get where they are going. Make sure that the storage areas are at a reasonable height (a few of my kiddos are pretty short and can't actually see in to their mailboxes) and are easy to keep tidy.
If you are in the same boat as I am and storage space is at a premium (maybe or maybe not due to a large and useless shelving unit), number your students. We are learning a lot about even and odd numbers just simply by virtue of having to manage flow. I allow the evens to go first to get their supplies while the odds pick their seats. I allow numbers 1-5 to put their book bins away, then 6-10 and so on and so forth. It is a bit more time consuming this way but we're learning to be more efficient as time goes on.
I cannot emphasize enough how important it is to consider flow. Do it. Have someone else look at your plan. Rethink. Rethink again. Try it. Drop it like it's hot. Change it. Try it again. Eventually you will have a well-oiled rainbow and unicorn machine.
3. Consider having home groups.
Sometimes you need kids to quickly form groups, or you need to be sure the classroom has been well-tidied at the end of the day. Home groups allow you to quickly and easily have kids go back to a certain spot in the room and ensure it is tidy. They allow you to have work groups that you know work well (mostly...there are always conflicts, even with rainbows and unicorns) without having to move people because they chose to sit with their friends instead of people they work well with. Home groups just make some days and some activities quicker and easier.
2. Model, Model, Model.
No matter what seating options you end up with in your classroom, do not, under any circumstances, assume that your students know how to sit, stand or otherwise use the tools they have been given. Sure, they've sat on a couch a million times before. At home. Do you know how they sit on their couch at home? That's right, they don't. They lie on it, they jump on it, they climb on it. I'm pretty sure they never actually sit on it, and certainly never with a piece of writing to work on.
So, model, model, model. About half of the seating in my room is hokki stools, which most of my students have used before. So, I skipped the step of modeling how to sit on a hokki stool. Because really, how hard can it be? They`re wobbly, so self-preservation would suggest that you keep at least a toe on the floor at all times for balance. But no. Rainbows and unicorns are built for exploring, that is how they learn. So now, daily, rainbows and unicorns fall off the hokki stools as they attempt to spin, balance and kneel when the boss is not looking. And now, daily, we have to review how to sit on a hokki stool.
Do yourself a favour and model the heck out of every possible seating option you have available to you. Praise the students that use them correctly and actively correct those that don`t. Short term pain for long term gain, trust me.
1. Have unwavering behaviour expectations.
-The beauty of self-selected seating is that students are not forced to sit in uncomfortable, ill-fitting chairs at uncomfortable, ill-fitting desks all day. The challenge is that you no longer have control over where they choose to sit. The rose-coloured glasses version of this fairy-tale suggests that students will choose the spot that they need to be successful, regardless of where there friends are sitting. But take off those rose-coloured glasses for a minute and consider what motivates kids - school work or friendship? Riiigggghhht.
So that means that you, dear teacher, need to help them learn to make good choices. In a traditional classroom set-up, you would simply move their desks so that they were on opposite sides of the room. That is no longer a possibility. It also isn't really much of a learning opportunity. The student has not had any form of agency in the move, so they haven't learned to consider what is best for their learning in that moment. In a flexible seating arrangement, you can allow students the freedom to choose within the confines of a very strict, do-not-pass-go-do-not-collect-$200, I will move you if you show me you have not made a good choice for your learning situation.
What I have found is that reminding students of their purpose before they begin a task, advising them to make a good choice based on this purpose and maintaining an absolutely inflexible rule about when you will move them results in them beginning to make good choices. For me, no warnings at all has worked best. 1 warning generally resulted in about 5 minutes of better focus and then they fell off the rails again. The reality is, there are just some kids they are better off not working beside at certain times (I have 2 darling boys who love to read together and oh are they cute curled up on the sofa reading but let them write sitting side by side and it's a disaster. They are learning that as much as I am). It's tough constantly being the police but man, is it rewarding when they start making those good choices. And reward them you must! They need to know that they are making the right choices at the right times and that you are proud of them. Rainbows and unicorns love praise. Love it. Eat it up like candy.
And know that when you slip, because we all slip when we are tired or stressed or sick or they are just-so-bloody-cute-you-can't-resist-letting-them-just-this-one-time, you can go back. Warn the kids that you have all fallen off the rails a bit and that this week is get back on track week. Let them know that it might be tough but that you can all do it and you will all be better for it. And then praise the heck out of them again and again and again when they do get back on track.
In the end, flexible seating is all about making sure that students' learning is being enhanced, rather than hampered by their environment. It definitely takes some work but I love having the opportunity for students to a) learn what works best for them when it comes to their learning and b) have what works best for them help them learn.
Read my follow-up post, Why I'm Abandoning Flexible Seating, to learn more about my thoughts on flexible seating in Gr. 2 (hint: I'm not totally abandoning it).
The beginning of the school year is a time of hunkering down and doing your own thing in your own classroom but it is also a time of running in to people you haven't seen in awhile, at Pro-D, at school, at meetings. Making a big move, moving from the known to the unknown, has led to some very interesting conversations with people I run in to. Generally, they go something like this:
Other teacher (with a suspicious, this-can't-possibly-be-true tone) - "So...you're not in LAT anymore, right?"
Me - "That's right. Teaching Gr. 2 French Immersion now."
Other teacher - "Wow! What a change! How's it going?"
At this point, I have a choice to make - I can choose to smile and answer "Oh, great, it's going really, really well", which is the socially expected response or I can answer honestly, which sounds a little more like "It's good. It's hard, really, really hard. There's so much I don't know, so much I didn't realize about teaching little guys." It's a little too naked, a little too honest for most people, but it's the truth. So what do I do?
For the most part, I choose to tell the truth. This is hard, it is very new to me (it's still September, after all) and I'm ok with that. I think it's important that people know that this is a huge learning curve for me but that I'm working through it, that I'm ok with not knowing and learning as I go. To hide this process is kind of like trying to hide a cannonball in the deep end - everyone already knows I've made the leap, I might as well own the noise and the mess too.
What inevitably transpires after I own the noise and the mess is this - people jump in to save me: "Oh, so and so teaches Gr. 2 I'm sure that they have stuff for you" (love that word, stuff, as if more pieces of paper will help me figure this out); "Isn't ________ (name of very experienced Gr. 2 teacher) helping you out? I'm sure she would, you just have to ask!" (which leads to me backing her up because yes, as a matter of fact, she has been very helpful). Apparently, being in the deep end means I am drowning and everyone feels the need to throw me a life raft (a well-intentioned life raft, but a life raft nonetheless).
Honestly, though? I'm ok in the deep end. It might not be pretty and I may go under every now and then but as I struggle I am learning what works for me. Floating on someone else's life raft doesn't teach me to swim; I need to learn to kick, move my arms and breathe all on my own. I'll happily take a coach or two and some tools along the way but this is my process and my learning curve; my deep end.
In her book, Love Warrior, Glennon Doyle Melton talks about our society's need to take the pain away when we see it in others. We aren't comfortable being uncomfortable and we really aren't comfortable seeing others in discomfort. The deep end is not comfortable; it is messy and deep, so deep. But it is in discomfort that we grow and so, I must work through this discomfort on my own. I must find my own rhythm and my own stroke in order to be able to feel good about swimming.
So to those who have offered to save me, thank you. Thank you for wanting to take the discomfort away, thank you for wanting me to feel more comfortable. I appreciate it. I'm going to be ok, though. It might not be pretty, it might not be smooth, but I will figure it out. I will learn how to swim in the deep end.
PS - to those of you who have offered to jump in to the deep end with me, who have jumped in to the deep end with me, I cannot thank you enough. Having someone swimming beside me means a lot.
I woke early this morning, as I often do, to get a little bit of work done in the quiet hours of the morning before the rush of the day begins. It's one of my favourite times of day and always has been. Whether I am heading off to yoga, squeezing in a quick workout or getting a bit a planning done, the peace and quiet of those early morning hours is soothing to me. Sometimes it is hard to get up but I am always glad that I do.
This morning, my computer was taking an awfully long time to do, well, everything, so I took a moment to check a few blogs that I follow and stumbled across this little gem that spoke to me in so many ways...
"I have more questions than boxes and I had a whole lot of boxes. If I were to start a list of what I don't know, I wouldn't know where to begin and no idea where to end. I forget to breathe just thinking about it. Knowing and not knowing is full of confusion. I don't know my students. I don't know this community. I don't know the routines and rhythms of the school. I don't even know the full capacity of what I don't know."
Oh. My. Yes. I have felt like a fish out of water since the first day back. I wanted to go back to the classroom, I wanted to remember what is was to be with the same group of kids all day every day, to watch them grow and to form close relationships with them. I wanted to move to this school where I know the community is amazing. I wanted to walk with my daughters to work every day. I'm not sure I wanted to feel like this.
For 10 years I walked in to the same job, in the same building. I knew the kids, I knew the parents, I knew most of the teachers (many changed every year). Almost as important, I knew the rhythms and routines - where to find the paper when the photocopier ran out, who walked at lunch and who ate in the staffroom, that treat day was Thursday and if I could just hold off until them, something yummy would surely appear. Start up was a breeze because I had my list of things that I knew needed to get done and how I wanted to do them.
Now, I know nothing. I have never taught Gr. 2 before and haven't been in the classroom in 11 years. I have no rhythms and routines for Gr. 2. I have no rhythms and routines for French Immersion. I have a plan but only a vague appreciation for whether it is a good one or not (based primarily on what I know about 7 year olds because I happen to have one at home). There is so much to learn and figure out that sometimes I feel like I am drowning in the sheer vastness of what I do not know.
It is terrifying but I know that it is good for me. I know that pushing myself outside of my comfort zone like this was something that I needed to do; I needed to be uncomfortable to grow personally and professionally. I am working on being ok with not knowing (so. hard.) and being ok with making mistakes. I am letting go of being involved in everything and focusing on my little world. I am trying to take the pressure off of myself - to do everything, to know everything, to get it right, right away - but that is so hard. I am used to things coming easily and this is not coming easily. This move, this teaching Gr. 2, is hard. There is so much to learn, so much I don't know, that I must give myself grace or I will sink under the weight of my own expectations.
I am grateful for friends and family who put up with my uncertainty and let me know that I am ok. That I've got this. That it doesn't need to be perfect. That no matter what the most important things is that those kiddos know that I care about them and want them to be their best little selves. The rest will come. And if we don't quite learn about the life cycle of the salmon, oh well.
For now, I will take my time and figure things out slowly, one step at a time. I will remind myself (daily. hourly.) that it doesn't need to be perfect, that I can go back and declare a do over. And hopefully, eventually, this new world will feel a little less alien and little more like home.
Homework and homework policies have been all over social media lately. A Texas teacher sent home a note with what is essentially a no homework policy, a parent posted it and it took off from there (you can read all about it here). I began thinking about homework and how best to administer it long before it reared it's head online, however. I have done my own research (which shows that research overwhelmingly does not support homework in elementary schoil), I have experimented with various different ways of assigning homework and have lived it as a working parent trying to carve out a bit of time with my child between dinner and bedtime; from all of that, I have distilled these 5 thoughts about homework.
1. Fitting it in is hard.
Families these days are busy. Kids these days are busy. Very busy. And as much as I have searched for a way around it, I cannot seem to find one (if you've figured it out, please please let me know!). As a parent, I believe that after school activities play an important role in giving my child skills they will need as an adult, so I'm not willing to cut those out. So when do we fit homework in?
2. Family time is precious.
As much time as our children spend at school, it is still home life that shapes who they are. Time spent with family - eating dinner, playing outside, curled up on the couch reading books - is so important to growing kind, caring citizens. Too often, these things (or sleep!) are set aside because families feel pressured to complete home reading logs, flash cards or other well-intentioned homework assignments.
3. Practice anything and you will get better at it.
Landing firmly on the pro side of the homework debate is the fact that practice really does make perfect...or better, anyway. Research shows that the more time you spend with a skill the more likely you are to master it. Therefore, homework, when designed as practice of previously learned concepts, does help your child improve and solidify their skills. That being said, there are many other things your youngster can and should be practicing - sports, music, social interaction, crafting, building, and more!
4. Learning is about more than just reading, writing and 'rithmetic.
While no one can argue that reading, writing and math are hugely important, there are many, many more things to be learned in this wonderful world of ours. Focusing solely on reading and math (which tend to be the two homework items sent home in the primary grades) means that there are many missed learning opportunities in other areas.
5. To reward or not to reward?
An extremely common practice in the primary grades is the reading log - kids record the number of books they read each night and then return it for a small prize once they have reached a certain number. Seems like a fairly good system for motivating kids to read and, for many kids, it works really well. However, for some children it moves them from enjoying reading for the simple pleasure of entering another, imagined world through the pages of a book to reading for external rewards. Many students are eventually turned off by the expectation that they will read nightly, often a book that is not of their choosing.
In the end, we all want what's best for our kids. Sometimes, we lose sight of the long-term goal - creating healthy, literate, numerate, curious and kind adults - in favour of having the "smartest" student in their grade. We live in a highly competitive society and it feels good as a parent to know that your child is doing well in comparison to their peers. As teachers and parents, however, we need to remember that children are developing along multiple strands - physical, social, emotional and academic - and it's our job to support them in all of these.
Unsure of how to meet your child's needs in a developmentally appropriate way? Having trouble letting go of homework? Check out this amazing post from parent.co for a fantastic list of ideas (click on the picture below to link to it).
I have been thinking about writing this post for a long time now but just haven't been able to bring myself to do it. Until now. I think. I still have a lump in my throat as I begin writing. You see, Kristi and I are both moving on. No more Lit Pit (the actual, physical thing), no more daily collaboration with some pretty amazing people (although I'm sure there are lots of amazing people where I'm headed, just not the ones I'm used to), no more sharing an office and all that entails (good and bad). Heck, no more office!
Kristi is headed off to an amazing opportunity at a local private school; she will be their Director of Teaching and Learning and will get to do everything she loves doing (teaching, coaching, learning), plus be at her kids' school. Can't beat that, can you?
I am moving back to the classroom after 11 years as a Learning Assistance Teacher. I will be teaching Gr. 2 French Immersion, which is exciting and terrifying all at once. So many reasons for the move though; I, too, will be at my daughter's school, my commute will be a two minute walk with said daughter, I get to try all the classroom-y things that as a specialist teacher I always wanted to try but never had the opportunity to (flexible seating, here I come!) and I truly love the community feel of the school that I am joining. Nobody seems to believe that I will be in the classroom for long (I am very passionate about supporting struggling learners) but I think it gives me some great opportunities to put my money where my mouth is and use those strategies that I suggest to teachers all the time. I am leaving myself open to whatever comes my way down the road but I know that for at least this one year I will be a Gr. 2 teacher.
I'm pretty sure that the reason I've been struggling to write this is that it makes it final in some weird way. I mean, we knew Kristi was headed off in a different direction in about February/March and my move was finalized by the middle of May, so it's not like I didn't know this was coming. Somehow though, writing it down makes it feel even more final than taking everything off of the shelves and packing up boxes. Strange the way that works.
Stay tuned for some changes to the blog as I shift focus a little bit. Lots more about the classroom, I'm sure, and hopefully more regular posts!
PS - the title comes from the fact that every time I think about my new classroom I either hear Bob Dylan or A Whole New World from Aladdin in my head...hoping we can move on from that soon!
I'm Bryn, teacher, mom, book lover, athlete. I am passionate about literacy, collaborative teaching and finding new and innovative ways to engage & motivate all kids. I hope you find something that speaks to you here on my blog and would love to hear from you too!